the day after tomorrow
my life will never be the same anymore
finally its coming
i'm scared

The horror is
you know one day you have to deal with it
you know it can't turn good
you know you have to face it
you know you are waiting for it to come
you know you can't do anything to change it
It is not the end of the world
but you feel no better
your world is collapsing
you fear what is coming ahead
you wonder tell or not tell
you find no shoulders to cry on
you hide
you lie
you see no one
you know you can't do that all your life
shield,mask,glove
anything you could use to protect your own
where is the ending
when is the ending
it is endless unless you .

星座*个性

一直以来
自以为与众不同
总是和凡夫俗子划清界限
不屑盲目跟随世俗趋势
不屑与平凡拉扯上一点点关系
也从来没有在意过星座上的契合与否

当星座成为话题时
许许多多的小事
就像回形针遇上磁铁般
一个个接起来了
怎么从来没有想过
或许是因为星座呢

才发现
生命中占了自己情绪上最极端部分的人
都是属于双子座的人
是巧合吗

最难忘的 最喜欢的 最念念不忘的 最欣赏的 最羡慕的 最开心的
最爱的

最讨厌的 最烦恼的 最咬牙切齿的 最生气的 最无奈的
最伤心的

天蝎座和双子座在交叉点上擦出的火花
到底是好是坏
眼前看见的
似乎都是被双子牵制的天蝎逃不开枷锁的情景
是宿命吗
逃不开了吗
该认命吗
放下了吗
坚持 值得吗


***


极端
是我的标签

我承认
我是一个容易被激怒的人
也是一个把心情挂在脸上的人

我溺爱我疼惜的
也不保留的痛恨我不屑的
可以悉心呵护
也可以不留情面

经过岁月的洗礼
坏习惯收敛了不少
但该坚持的还是不会妥协
不想做的不想说的
还是会保持沉默
不喜欢的不情愿的
还是会藏不住
不经意地流露出讯息

也许不讨人喜欢
也许会树立敌人
可是人嘛
总是不完美的
你说对吗？

~.~

Learn to love myself more

After watching 127 hours
all i can say is
---------> what the hell
not that it sucks
it is because
it gave me a bad feeling that i couldn't explain

therefore
i will only watch comedy
from now on

@.@

不是不想拥有
只是不甘于平凡
也因此得到寂寞

i am just a little girl~

向下降
向下沉
怎么都潇洒不起来了

just a little bit of faith
i guess
probably a little bit of luck
or
a little bit of guts
there you are
so near yet so far
are we losing it soon
let's see
let's wait
let's move on

我犹豫了

最不想面对的事情出现了
怎么办？
可以继续装傻下去吗？
是时候逃离所有人
在无人岛上徘徊了

Babe where are you?

BITCH! YOU THINK YOU ARE RIGHT ALL THE TIME AND YOU BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING THAT IS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY! YES I HAVE MADE A RIGHT CHOICE FOR FORGOING THIS OFFER! THANKS TO THE USELESS AND STUPIDEST HR IN THE WORLD FOR NOT DOING HER JOB SO THAT I CAN GET AWAY FROM BOTH OF YOU AS FAR AS POSSIBLE! LIVE IN YOUR LITTLE OWN WORLD FOREVER! BITCHES!

What am I doing? :(

回忆往事
才发现许多东西
犹如冥冥中命运的安排
真的是命运吗？
或许这一次
我将会知道答案
如果这一次
我期待的再与我擦身而过
如果这一次
我想得到的再从我手中溜走
我只好认命了

Love Carrie Underwood

her songs touch my heart

the stories in the lyrics

the emotion

yes she sings so well

why you always want to be so cruel to me?
why you always make my life so miserable?
why you always hate me so much?
don't you remember?
we are sisters
i don't want to say this to you but really, karma does exist

如果。。如果。。。

上天能将某些人变消失掉

从我生命中消失

那就好了

finally settled down in bukit batok
get over the past
starting to look forward
hope everything goes well

currently in job searching mode...man it's so difficult to get a job

LOREAL LOREAL I WANT U!!! PLSSSS TAKE ME