Looking at the facebook updates about my friends, suddenly realize that I'm going to graduate in less than one month, yet i have no feeling at all. Without any sadness, i just wish to get over the exam, the fyp presentation as soon as possible. Neither do i feel excited too, as i can see the coming job hunting period will be tough. I can't help wondering, what will i be in the future?

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Here I am, typing blog in the dark, sitting uncomfortably on my sister's bed, accompanying coco who is sleeping on the floor, enjoying few more precious hours at home before heading back to the place i hate...Right now, I just want to record things that happen around me recently.

Ok let's start with coco. Whoa, she was shaved to botak! It feel so weird when i see her because she looks totally different. The body is so skinny, the eyes are so big and round, the overall appearance make me feel like she is another male chiwawa, but not our poodle coco. Luckily she is not ugly with the botak image. I like her new bald look anyway, it gives me fresh and clean feeling...at least i don't feel so damn hot when she is lying beside me lol

Well, Coco is getting older and smarter now. So there is less and less chance for her to be locked in the little cage. And she enjoy all kinds of fruits everyday. My parents are so so so dote on her that they purposely buy watermelon, water chestnut, papaya, mango, and apple for her. Plus, she can enjoy aircon in the room with us at night. But one bad thing is that sometimes she wakes up at midnight and acts hyperactively, try every alternative to wake me up. Same thing happen in the next morning when everyone in the house is preparing to work. She is more effective than any alarm clock, with all these kissing and licking =.=ll

Bought a new black frame specs for myself :D Went for teeth treatment and found out that my teeth condition is not so good as i think ops O.O Date lee mei yee and she fong fei kei again, as expected zzzzz

The electricity saman is not arrived yet, which means we have to bear the hot weather for an unknown period. Man it is just so torturing, i can't concentrate on report and assignment at all. I knew the importance of aircon very long time ago, but i never realize that my house can be so freaking hot without aircon T_T Saman Saman please come as earlier as possible to terminate this stupid punishment.

I heard the glass shattered sound when yyan text me. Her coursemate miss linzhiting cannot apply hall for the coming academic year. Ahhh the perfect plan for me to save money + stay with lyy + wait for baobao suddenly become impossible. SHIT! I was so worry. I have no way to contact people because the devil sis took the internet cable off to her bf house.

Many thoughts running through my mind that i could not sleep well for that night - I don't want to stay with people that i'm not close with, I don't know if there is still any vacancy left, I have rejected so many offers before, now i have to beg people to accept me again, how how how how how?!

At this kind of situation, you will realize the importance of having friends :D THANK YOU HONG PEI JUN AND LOI PHOOI MUN FOR YOUR KIND OFFER. And phooi mun, i owe u this - YOU ARE AN ANGEL~ hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Looking for a target
So that i can live better
Smile broader
Stay happier
Let's cheer for life!

Just randomly and suddenly craving for it. However it turns things down when u get what u do not expected, while u were imagining how happy u feel when u get what u want. Hmm...down down dei...

Being quite anti-social these few months. Trust me, it has absolutely nothing to do with my personality. The truth is --> frugality is a virtue. Sounds ridiculous? To some people, they would probably define it as stingy or something else. Well, i don't know where is the line that distinguishing these two words, but somehow you have no choice but to practice thrift. I understand that I haven't really reached such a critical situation. However, it is kind of like the saying "in fair weather, prepare for foul". You might not have any idea about the worries in my mind. So, forgive me if i say no to your invitation. =)