O.O

I don't like my life now...there is so much to worry...so much to think...
Wrong decisions have been made...there is no way to return...

张智霖 - 十指紧扣

The melody of this song keep playing in my mind these days, i like this guy~ :)

即使可以畅聚
最幸运的一对伴侣

沿途仍旧要牵手伴随
原来为了温馨之中带着了恐惧
若那对手放松了
会怕失去

紧紧拥抱以外
我用什么感到被爱
沿途陪着你手松下来
遗留十寸空间谁相信
你在乎我
若那缺陷拉阔
随时会分开

谁都知双手可紧扣
不依不舍的背后
这个信念有多温柔
从害怕会被拥有
直到力气不够
十只手指终於找得到对手
[十只手指就是绝望时扶手]

能开不开心都紧扣
辛不辛苦都接受
是一个成就
可惜我只想与一个人尾指一勾
也没有
[可惜我只得我一个人绕起双手]

Happening Friday

Two days before this Friday I got the invitation from my dear ping ping to her BBQ cum birthday party in jb, yes i was so excited, as we seem never celebrate birthday together anymore ever since i came here. As she is not so close with most of the ch ppl in singapore, no one is willing to go, ya maybe some of them are busy, but some of them are always that kind of ppl who always say "har...don't feel like going lerr" "who else going" "if xxx not going i also don't wish to go lerr"...no offense but i feel quite mood-spoiling everytime i hear this...

In the end i went with daniel. Hmm daniel...i almost cannot rmb how he looks like...we never talk in ch...i know him and he knows me but we never talk to each other, ya we have many this kind of "friends" in ch haha...but nvm at least got someone acc me to go to this dangerous city in msia =p we chit chatted like old friends, didn't have any awkward feeling at all...oh ya yuanyi said he is very very gentleman *raising both hands and legs to agree with her*. We always wonder why most of the guys around us can never have any connection to this phrase, yes u r right...we mean amcisa guys lol

Alright, in the BBQ party, DOCTORS everywhere. Only two of us are outsiders, but the thing is, daniel is LAWYER T_T Everyone is so good at speaking and socializing, I really feel shameful using my broken english to talk with them...Nothing special happened in the party...There was a girl from perak and sorry i cannot rmb her name, she is very friendly, we talked for a while... daniel know keanguan and his sis...and i know keanguan and weiping's parents...so luckily it's not so boring for us lol...it has been a long time since i see weiping's parents. I found that her dad looks much older...and then only i realized, i've been knowing weiping for almost 8 years...ya time flies, probably she will have the same feeling also if she happens to meet my parents...

BBQ party ended, they all going for 2nd round...my initial plan was to follow weiping, then stay overnight in her hse and come back singapore on the next day. However during the afternoon lunch with peijun's gang, i knew that they are going to sing k in jb at night! Yeah then i can go back together with them instead of taking mrt alone by myself in the second day...I thought it was a nice plan, but guess what? i join their k session at 11plus and the k session extended to 4am...crazy man...though it was very happy joining them XD

By the time i reached hall i was dying T_T...the sky was turning bright and when i went to bed, it was 647am in the morning...kill me!!!