to my friend

to be frank with u
i would rather you tell me the truth before i ask u
i asked because i wanted to know what happen
i wanted to know what should i do next
i wanted to make sure the next step i take would not be the wrong one
but u made me feel like i was a fool
why? is being honest so reluctant for u?

in the end i realize what is happening
but i'm hurt
not because of i'm not the chosen one
it is because u never tell me the reason
why still give me hope since u've decided?
i never blame the decision u made
i understand the situation
the reason is acceptable for me
i'm thinking
if u could tell me honestly, and earlier
i would not feel as if being fooled around

even though i'm complaining here
i still appreciate our friendship