to my friend

to be frank with u
i would rather you tell me the truth before i ask u
i asked because i wanted to know what happen
i wanted to know what should i do next
i wanted to make sure the next step i take would not be the wrong one
but u made me feel like i was a fool
why? is being honest so reluctant for u?

in the end i realize what is happening
but i'm hurt
not because of i'm not the chosen one
it is because u never tell me the reason
why still give me hope since u've decided?
i never blame the decision u made
i understand the situation
the reason is acceptable for me
i'm thinking
if u could tell me honestly, and earlier
i would not feel as if being fooled around

even though i'm complaining here
i still appreciate our friendship

=.=

Stress and panic overwhelmed the moment i back to ntu. I am shortlisted for IA interview on next tuesday, 330pm. Hold on, tuesday? 330pm? I think i have a CA on tuesday. Ya, the elective -psychology of crisis stress management, at 5.45pm. Shit! Shit! Shit! Can i back to ntu on time? I have no idea. Can I skip the CA? 40% of total marks, will fail in final if i skip, though I've put SU option. How come I so lucky =.=

sadzzz

Just received a bad news. I'm sad :`(

Busy week @_@

Wah so busy @_@
Last Mon Wed Fri - tuition
Thurs - Control in Biosystems CA
Sat - Tzu ji hand language performance
This Mon - give tuition + chairperson recruitment
Tues - Bioimaging CA
Wed - tuition
Thurs - Signal bioprocessing CA
Fri - tuition again!
After that ???
RECESS WEEK!!!! WAHAHAHAHA
Yeah can go home finally~ But my xiao hooi went to england already T_T . She is such a funny pretty girl, brings a lot of laughter to my life when we were in high school. I will miss her very very very much. Bon voyage my friend~

What I want to do during recess week? Besides shopping, sleeping, eating, another important thing is to see saw shin yin 's new boyfriend...Hohoho!!! But right now, have to study hard hard for my CA, and submit my formal report before recess. Gambate!!!

Another job

SA is a very special short form name for me. It represents "senior attached" in orientation camp, "student assistant" in library and "server assistant" in yellowstone national park. Yup, I've been named SA for a couple of times these two years. During this beginning of September, i got another job -teach tuition, thanks to qi and cg...lol. The working hour will be less, and the pay is better than working as SA in library. Have to try my best not to be fired by the parents, haha gambate in the new semester!!!