Trying hard to keep myself busy with songs, movies, dramas and all these funny entertainment shows from internet. But still, i feel lonely without my friends and family around. I began wondering, since when I've become so dependent on others. Yes i could still remember how my friends turn me into this. They hang out with me when they are free, get help from me when they need me, call when they miss me; they also laugh together with me when I'm happy, listen to me when I'm moody, treat me as their buddy and always keep me as company. All these have turned me into a different person, very different from what I was like. I become more sensible yet more vulnerable, less hiding in front of people who care about me yet it make me become easier to cry, but I couldn't deny that i like it this way. It seems meaningless to sing alone, it seems boring to watch dramas without roomie, it seems torturing that no one knows your secret and no one understands you, and it is not fun at all doing things all by oneself. That's why I appreciate having people entertaining me when I'm bored, having shoulders to cry on when I'm sad, having place to lie down when i'm tired, and I do not need to pretend when I'm unhappy. I want to say that I'm really lucky being me...Thank you so much for being my friend :)

当时间静悄悄的从人们身边溜走时
人们可曾意识到自己改变了多少
有的人从幼稚变得成熟
有的人从任性变得和蔼
有的人从无知变得果断
也有的人一成不变
更有的人
从娇嫩变得蛮横
从天真变得现实
从无邪变得世故

又有多少人能判断
这改变代表的是好 或是坏

朋友说
在成长过程中
适当的改变无可避免
但若是为了别人而改变自己的本性
不是做不到
是不想委屈自己
不想妥协
人总是会有私心
总是想要成为强势的一方
到最后如何获得胜利
就要看哪一方比较害怕失去吧

当岁月增长
人们的遭遇 环境的压力 经验的累积
曾经看过 听过 面对过的故事
或多或少 都直接间接的造成了影响
改变了人们的个性

在不公平的环境下生存的
懂得退一步是海阔天空
不去计较太多琐碎事
但在事事追求完美
事事坚持平等的人眼中
这是不容许存在的懦弱
有多少人能告诉我
这到底是谁对谁错

而在勾心斗角的战争中
往往需要一定的功力
才能置身事外
默默地做一个旁观者
很多时候
不管你有多不情愿
前方还是存在着许多无法预知的陷阱
埋藏在看似风平浪静的路上
这就是现实社会的残酷

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如果
闭上眼睛
向前踏一小步
再深深地吸一口气
默默的从十数到一的时侯
缓缓地睁开双眼
梦想就会实现
那该有多好

happie weekend!

Although the cantonese ah ma blogged earlier than me, i still want to post in my blog XD

They are my lovely highschool friends ^_^

Cantonese ah ma's bf in red shirt


CraZy stewardess ah ma and me

"They made my day with nonstop jokes and laughter"
:)
Quoted from cantonese ah ma's blog

得失？

为什么 每一次以为会得到回报的时候
就无缘无故的又失去了

人生就是要这么无奈吗
还是因为没有真正努力争取过
才得不到一直期待的结果呢

有啊 有付出过啊
不够吗
你知不知道
脆弱的心很容易因为挫折而退缩呢

还是无法忘记那片无忧无虑的蓝色天空



每个人的心都藏着许多秘密
so do i




what is the point to lie
i did nothing wrong


and I yell
I'm never gonna be as selfish as you