tis is not bad

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽停在这里

Sometimes I feel like I'm a coward. I have no guts to work on something that I really wish for, and end up missing the chance. As if an ostrich, the only thing I do is to bury my head on the ground @.@

Recently keep watching hk dramas..as my mum is loyal fans of astro 314 and 311 channels...and thanks to ykedwin blog too! These tvb dramas sometimes really nice and attracting, especially stories with professional occupations and rich ppl's businesses...and sometimes the theme songs are very nice too...some of the actors not only act well but also can sing well...such as 张智霖...i love both the stories and theme songs of 澳门街 and 西关大少...the lyrics are still vivid in my mind...

# 宁愿没拥抱共你可到老
任由你来去自如在我心底亦爱过
如若碰到 他比我好
只望停在远处祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉 #

And out of nowhere, the melody of 律政新人王 theme song pop up in my mind...it sang by my favourite actor 林峰...whoa i could still remember the whole lyrics...no doubt it is really a nice song...

# 当这感觉未发生 不知道你光临
我大概还可继续散心
无奈我的心 不经意着了灯
为得不到的吸引
令我不纠缠亦不忍
当他手放在你身
才想到我是好友永没权利去伤感
忘记受过伤害 施舍最假的爱
也会令我肯相信这段感情避不开
忘记如何忍耐 再期待一夜之间醒过来
我和你便如恋人热爱 #

INs0mNi@

It's 3.30am now. I've lain on my little bed for more than one hour and my eyes are still wide opened here. I woke up at 12noon today, which considered early ; I didn't have any caffeine in stomach today; No nap today. Insomnia? How could it be possible??!!! =.=

Ang3ls & D3m0ns

I wonder if Ang3ls come after D3m0ns
as no one will realize the existence of angels
before demons shown up in the world
no matter what happens
and for whatever reason
let's be an angel
a happy angel
cheers